Who Am I
Wednesday, 18 March 2015 | 02:24 | 0 comments
Typing this today,I hope someone will read it and understand how I feel.But somehow I think it is the best if no one know.But I just need a place to spill out everything that I hid for a long time so I can get rid of all of these burden that is pack deep in my heart.
Sometime i felt like I really not exist.Why they did not recognize me at all?When someone said that I am like an invisible person,its really hurt my pride.Not that I blame her but it makes me thinks that I am not someone to anyone eyes.They dont even know my presence because to them,I am invisible.To them,I am no one.Just someone who is not important.Maybe because of my character.I cant get along with people I am not close with.And I always think people think me as a boring person.
Several times I try to be someone else but I just..cant.I hate myself for that.Why cant I just be the real me infront of everyone.I always pray for that but I am too afraid to show the real me infront of many people in case they will think that I am so annoying.I hope someday there is a person who truly understand me who can help me change so that I dont have to live with this depressing life anymore.That person!Who ever you are and where ever you are,please appear now!-Kkeut-