It's ok not to be ok.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.Last update for this month.Time do pass very fast.It has been a tired month for me.Hahhh.What a tired life I have.For this whole month I keep saying in mind that I'm ok,I'm strong,I'm not going to cry.But honestly saying,deep inside,I want to scream out that I'm not ok.I want to cry.I want to lean on your shoulder and cry as much as I can.But no,I don't.I try to act like I'm strong.Every time I want to cry,I quickly vanish that thought and smile,thinking that everything will be fine.And I realise that is a bad thing to do because I keep bottling up my feeling and I'm afraid that it will make me depress.And I think it has happend now.I keep spacing out and when I'm alone and I want to cry,I just..can't.Maybe because I am used to forced myself to not cry that it makes me a stone heart person?I don't know.Maybe it's true that its ok not to be ok sometime,but..haahhhh.

I feel a bit realive now that I have pour all my feeling that I have been keeping for a long time here,and I know no one will ever read this,so no worries.Thanks to this blog,I feel better now.I think thats all for now.Oh,btw,i saw this tumblr that I think really relate to me.
Assalamualaikum w.b.t :)
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It's ok not to be ok.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.Last update for this month.Time do pass very fast.It has been a tired month for me.Hahhh.What a tired life I have.For this whole month I keep saying in mind that I'm ok,I'm strong,I'm not going to cry.But honestly saying,deep inside,I want to scream out that I'm not ok.I want to cry.I want to lean on your shoulder and cry as much as I can.But no,I don't.I try to act like I'm strong.Every time I want to cry,I quickly vanish that thought and smile,thinking that everything will be fine.And I realise that is a bad thing to do because I keep bottling up my feeling and I'm afraid that it will make me depress.And I think it has happend now.I keep spacing out and when I'm alone and I want to cry,I just..can't.Maybe because I am used to forced myself to not cry that it makes me a stone heart person?I don't know.Maybe it's true that its ok not to be ok sometime,but..haahhhh.

I feel a bit realive now that I have pour all my feeling that I have been keeping for a long time here,and I know no one will ever read this,so no worries.Thanks to this blog,I feel better now.I think thats all for now.Oh,btw,i saw this tumblr that I think really relate to me.
Assalamualaikum w.b.t :)
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